I have always enjoyed a good slap on the ass during intercourse, but recently I have discovered a whole new enjoyment of being spanked. Guilt and punishment are a big part of my upbringing in the catholic church. I am not really someone into church, but there is something very cathartic about confession and receiving one's punishment. About 2 years ago I read a post on a swinger board about a man who was looking for women to confess their sins to him and then recieve punishment in the form of ritualized spanking. He calls himself a spank therapist. There is never any intercourse involved and the women who see him pay a small fee, enough to keep the rent and utilities in his office space. I see him every Tuesday at noon, whenever I am in Atlanta. Our session lasts 50 minutes. The first 15 or 20 minutes I tell him about my nasty thoughts and deeds within the last week. I am required to give as much detail about the sin as I can. During this period, I am fully clothed and sitting in a plush office, not unlike that of a psychiatrist. The next 5 minutes are spent discussing an appropriate punishment. Next I am sent to the clinic in the adjoining room. There is a table full of spanking implements and several areas in the room for the spanking to take place. I am expected to be completely nude and in the position decided upon previously before my therapist enters the room. During the spanking he will speak to me in degrading tones, telling me I am being punished for whatever fornication I have confessed to. He may order me to touch myself in a certain way while he spanks me. At some point during the spanking he will take a picture of my spanked body to place into my therapy book, along with the notes he took during our discussion. He usually emails me a copy of the picture so that later that night, when i am alone with my sore, spanked body, I can look at the picture and acheive a higher level of self acceptance regarding my sinful nature. 
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